RHM Blog: Day 48 – 51

Monday 2 March

Still craving carbs. No run today.

Tuesday 3 March

Thought about running today, but couldn’t be bothered. Was too tired when I woke up and had too much rabbiting around in my head to think that running would be a good idea. I should have run today too really, my mood was low, I’ve been sad and low and anxious and all things that aren’t conducive to a positive state of well-being.

If I’d been talking to someone who was in the frame of mind that I was in I would have told them to go for walk, get outside for a bit. But I couldn’t even face that. All I wanted to do was wallow. Eat. And more wallowing.

I decided to run in the morning before a networking meeting.

Wednesday 4 March

Didn’t run. Didn’t go to the networking meeting. Oh what a week this has been! Really can’t be arsed to go running.

Thursday 5 March

Right. Up and at ’em.

Got my kit out last night before I went to bed and set my alarm for 06.30. I was awake before then and out of the door by 06.35.

It was fresh out there today. A lovely start to the day and whilst I kind of thought I would do 6-7 miles (as I am missing the group run today) I ended up only running 3 miles. I really wasn’t feeling the love today. I was pleased I was out there and getting on with it. But it felt an effort, I wasn’t really enjoying it and I just wanted to get it over and done with so I could get on with the rest of my day.

So  I cut my losses did a 3 mile loop and got back home. The time was pretty slow and I was pretty sluggish.

Ah well, only 2 weeks to go 🙂